Should i Thank HIM…

Currently i am doing fine and well, not a bit of scar and injuries. i didn’t not drop my blog, but i am temporary not blogging because too many thing undone in hand to finish it. Since i am back mean i got something to share and it is important to know about it.

There is something that happen to me yesterday which i don’t know should i give thanks to God or should i complain about it( how ironic).

Basically this is what  happen,

Yesterday the weather is fine, the sun is shinning and yessss, i was in such a good mood to start my day off after having breakfast at old town. In between that time, i whisper in my heart that today will be fine good day and which i thanks God for giving such a nice weather.. i even leave a compliment on facebook as well… headed to college and there is no jammed in LDP toward toward SS15. The class was not boring as usual and everything when smoothly as how i wanted.

After class had lunch, i when to work which much of you didn’t know i am working as a part time is some company… happily reaching office immediate My boss give me a task requiring that i have to go to some Ulu-ulu place in between puchong and sepang border to do a site survey for him (i don’t know where the hell is that). Generally i didn’t want to go but because of is a given task, no ones free around and NOT TO DISAPPOINTS him, I TOOK THE OFFER.

I travel there with another colleagues. upon reaching there the road is bumpy and i lost my way in a wrong turning junction and ended up in a sand mining site. It means that i have to take a U turn and search back for where i came from again. Drove on the same bumpy, humpy road filled pothole the car jump and hopped a little suddenly i lost control of the car(probably the car stuck in a pothole) the car spin and hit the side of the river bank and turn turtle down to the bottom of the river.

The time seems to stopped as i headed down to the bottom of the river.. As second pass by, water filled the car interior and i still don’t know what happen… everything just happen so fast and i though i was about to die or probably the car will explode into ball of flame because there is petrol leaking out(usually car turn turtle burst into flames).. and i still there wondering what had just happen… my colleague try to break open the window as i just unbuckle myself from the driver sit. Kicking the door, kicking the window and open the window automatically, everything seem to be useless because of the pressure from outside.. we are HOPELESS like a mouse trying to escape from a cage… still trying to escape and so on.. suddenly one of the door open up and we escape inches from DEAD.. swam across and rested on the river side figuring out what had just happen.. then the rest is how people stopped by and help out and towing lorry and so and i so lazy to write about it..

Well i not trying to be story teller, in fact is it real and it happen. But escaping from that kind of accident i something i couldn’t forget, in fact it left a scar and i am still in a shock mood after what had happen and so… Well, basically this is what i am trying to let you(follower) know, and i don’t know should i give thanks to god for saving me or should i complain, and have my faith flushed down to toilet. And to repeat myself i didn’t have a scar or injuries except for the sunburn on my back which expose to sunshine because my shirt stink with petrol smells and i have to get rid of it.

currently on a financial issue, i got a wet laptop and phone to fix and car to repair. photo will be up soon as well with police report =(

COOL

ok, here is something i definitely wants to write about.

Well today after lunch with Joy, Su ann, and Elvin at Restaurant Temptation in Cheras Mahkota all  the way from Damasara to cheras is something to remembered about… The food at this restaurant is nice, not bad for a person like me WhomIsPickyOnFood but the are something else i want to talk about.

The legendary Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution X which Mitsubishi Car Cooperation claim is a monster of this Car Generation.. Has turn into a Polis car in downtown KL. This 2.0 liter turbocharged four-cylinder MIVEC4 motor producing 295 horsepower and 300 pound-feet of torque and Super All Wheel Control (S-AWC) drive system has been retune and refine for the enforcement to fight crime such as hijacking, speeding and bla bla bla… And i here not to brat and praising the polis force. But hell yeah, i was impress by the car speed when i come across it.. I bet the car has more the 350 horsepower beneath the hook.. Cant believe actually  Malaysia police force are using such a monster on the road, and i cant speed anymore because of that monster on the road.. was caught by this monster on the way back to Petaling Jaya and was fine for speeding. So what, i will pay the fine that for sure. Somehow, somewhere i will speed again and i will keep a lookout for this monster.

some picture got from google-ing..

Specification For This PDRM Police Car (British Spec)

ENGINE has not been tempted. Basically still a standard or stock car. ECU HAVE BEEN REPLACE WITH AN UNKNOW REPLACEMENT guess is a FULLy OPEN RALLY ECU BOARD makes it possible to control many aspects of the engine’s operation, such as spark timing and fuel injection. The ECU may also control electronic throttle control (drive-by-wire), valve timing, boost control (in turbocharged engines),ABS, the automatic transmission, speed governor(if equipped), and the electronic stability control system. Standard SUSPENSION. But have been tune for Malaysia highways roads. Interior is the same. No roll cage or Weight reduction for better performance. Motorola XTL 5000, with C4i system (Command, Control, Communication And Integration), ILSS Arjent S2 LED 12v and the space for MP5 weapon inside the car.

I wonder what would happen to those Malaysia Policemen who handle such a dangerous car on the road. Would they speed or show off. Or rather display it… somehow only there is only 25 unit in malaysia 10 are running around Wilayah Persekutuan roadsand 15 is still testing to refine and tuning specification..

life is beautiful

Life is about changes…

Sometime is painful,

Sometimes is beautiful,

But most of the time it’s both..

So much have change in me since i last post,

and for certain reason i kept few blog as draft, knowing that i not ready to post it.. there  been too many up and down, tear and joy.. i wish i ready to post it up asap.

Currently i doing great and well.. and so i not into any college which suppose to start on march due to some technical problem occur in college…. With a great amount of time to spend each day, i feel too lazy to pick up 1 or 2  literature, fiction book or such but i have been going to fitness center to built and toned my muscle before college star in May, (nak bergaya la) beside that i also been taking funk line dance along the way bring out the hidden-long-gone confidence.

Did i mention that my stamina in down to the drain before this? Funk class was awesome, i really did enjoy most of the time though i move like a kayu, few of my friend said i go there just to kap lui which is more likely to be aunty .. i so over-rated jealous and envy those aunty and ah soh really who can dance better  me.

eh, i think i got nothing more to rant about,

but how i wish i could with friend from MELAWATI now… 

i really miss hundred of people there right now, the Basketball Court at School, The Class, Teacher,  The Street, and The Forest as well Insect and Bug..

Will anyone be free this month at anytime. I really would like to call you out for some movie and yam char session or plan out something like hiking, picnic around ulu-ulu  area, rock climbing and so on. I really would like to acknowledge your existence. XD. and for a better relationship.. beside i felt so left out lately.

Lily Allen

well well, i really like lily allen now, i didnt know she in my itune all his while till i hear it.

don’t get to excited or surprise. cause i got over 9++ song in my itune.

i just like her song that all… especially the remix version… think you guys could search at youtube at listen to it…

Lily Allen The Fear(Stonebridge Remix)

I LOVES CLUB SONG, IT MAKE ME FEEL FREE AND AT PEACE

Redemption

So dark yet so cold, i am lost as i drift further down to darkest side in my life…

i am so lost,

so empty,

so confuse,

so lonely,

such a loser.

 

 

advice i heard enough, 

encouragement overflow,

example have been showed,

yet all seem nothing more to me.

 

as i tried to

redeem,

embrace,

forgive,

myself in stillness,

i stopped breathing as time ticking passed by.

 

 

I died,

lifted up,

carried off,

to somewhere i belong

 

 

I find joy,

peace and wholeness 

I-self find freedom,

i find redemption and forgiveness.

Alive and well in the place i belong.

By,

tim

 

 

well basically i also dunno why i wrote it up. I find funny of how i express myself. I know i sound too emotional, but the truth is I’m a EMO guys. I like having the feeling, yet i like to pretend macho. So what… i just a ordinary guys.

It is such a unique emotion god create for us to feel. Yet some people don’t know how to appreciate  or embrace it, and certain people take advantage of it.

Why wanna be macho when u can cry ?

why cry when u can look good ?

Why cry when people not going to pity u but for the sake to stop u crying ?

I always tell myself is alright to cry, and yes i cried for certain reason…

Because it can ease off the anger, tension, burden, the voice that buried inside us always have wanted to break free.

And yes of course, for the god touch in my life that are getting stronger indeed. 

 

There are once a the age of 18 going 19, i let go, i break down, i cried after such a long time, for a good reason. The tension, the burden the anger that unforgiveness between me and my parent which release tighten the bond between us. I too cried at huge camp for unexplainable GOD touch in my life.

 

Maybe crying is the only way we could even express unexplainable emotion beyond word or to redeem ourself for a redemption we seek.

 

Note: feel free to comment this post. =)