Be right back

so sorry for not updating my blog all this while…

tak ada laptop la… pinjam to my cousin d.. his laptop down… XP

but i sure i have load of stuff to blog about.. wait for me ya.. hehe..

thanks for such care and attention…

So me

2008 and 2009 look like the same to me.. i meant 

living 3 out of 365 day in 2009 i am still doing the same old thing… is so old ME.. XD..

Wasted 3 day hanging at starbuck, old town, station one and continuos playing pool and dota.. when i suppose to prepare myself for my college this year… And i think i will find a hard time to change the date from 2008 to 2009, waking up early in the morning and so on… tak ada stamina la.. freaking lazy to change when i completely immersed in freedom… and i really enjoyed the time being with my buddies too..

i think i have to come up with something such as new year resolution.. even i totally didn’t think of it.

*perhaps i should like STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING, being sulking or emotional and Start saving for future and bla bla bla.. 

talking about saving, i am so broke.. i spend most of the money on drink, food and pools while chinese new year is just around the corner.. arghh..

So sad to see the SALEs sign everywhere around mall. clothing that keep waving and shouting for me to buy them.. 

just as you know, my birthday is up… i am officially 19.. but then i would be glad to stay at eighteen… i dont wan to be called uncle or old man around.. 

am i right.. 

so Stop calling me uncle or whatever.. 

or just SHUT UP. XP.

Bye 2008.

Year 2008 have been nothing more but a challenging year for me.. All the dream I’ve laid to achieve and conquers is more then a total failure. 

If u have been tagging along with me.. You know how has my life have been and what i mean actually!

I agree just as anybody would have agreed, that year 2008 have been great year… Good time, bad time.. happy, unhappy memories, good and bad experience.. We altogether have been in it as we dwell through year 2008.

As for me, as i walked into young adulthood along 2008 year. I have been through bad time, hectic week, loneliness, shit and more.. Despite that, is also joy to see how year 2008 have affect my life and change me. Through tear, suffering and hardship i have walked pass through 2008, without God i would have been nothing.. without God grace, i wouldn’t have live through 2008. maybe i can even get pass by year 2008 itself.

And now i am someone, proudly standing here and capable of shouting i survive and conquer 2008. XD It also remind me that i am old enough to go into jail, problem, troubles I’ll be facing on daily basic in 2009.

But so what.. is life.. life is always full of challenge. i just need to learn to depend on God and not hook up with the world.

It also has been a blessing to get new friends and i have seen how i have change along the year… But still, in believing i could have done more back in year 2008.. i wish i could have just did it..

Anyhow, the pass in pass. 2009 is 2009. i could start anew, new chapter that gonna be written up. Am 19 sooner, there will be more opportunity do ahead of me… a future ahead of me about to be conquer ( maybe ). And hope that year 2009 is not another nightmare..

by the way, dedicating new year motto  

” there are always something more important of what you capable of doing right now “