Should i Thank HIM…

Currently i am doing fine and well, not a bit of scar and injuries. i didn’t not drop my blog, but i am temporary not blogging because too many thing undone in hand to finish it. Since i am back mean i got something to share and it is important to know about it.

There is something that happen to me yesterday which i don’t know should i give thanks to God or should i complain about it( how ironic).

Basically this is what  happen,

Yesterday the weather is fine, the sun is shinning and yessss, i was in such a good mood to start my day off after having breakfast at old town. In between that time, i whisper in my heart that today will be fine good day and which i thanks God for giving such a nice weather.. i even leave a compliment on facebook as well… headed to college and there is no jammed in LDP toward toward SS15. The class was not boring as usual and everything when smoothly as how i wanted.

After class had lunch, i when to work which much of you didn’t know i am working as a part time is some company… happily reaching office immediate My boss give me a task requiring that i have to go to some Ulu-ulu place in between puchong and sepang border to do a site survey for him (i don’t know where the hell is that). Generally i didn’t want to go but because of is a given task, no ones free around and NOT TO DISAPPOINTS him, I TOOK THE OFFER.

I travel there with another colleagues. upon reaching there the road is bumpy and i lost my way in a wrong turning junction and ended up in a sand mining site. It means that i have to take a U turn and search back for where i came from again. Drove on the same bumpy, humpy road filled pothole the car jump and hopped a little suddenly i lost control of the car(probably the car stuck in a pothole) the car spin and hit the side of the river bank and turn turtle down to the bottom of the river.

The time seems to stopped as i headed down to the bottom of the river.. As second pass by, water filled the car interior and i still don’t know what happen… everything just happen so fast and i though i was about to die or probably the car will explode into ball of flame because there is petrol leaking out(usually car turn turtle burst into flames).. and i still there wondering what had just happen… my colleague try to break open the window as i just unbuckle myself from the driver sit. Kicking the door, kicking the window and open the window automatically, everything seem to be useless because of the pressure from outside.. we are HOPELESS like a mouse trying to escape from a cage… still trying to escape and so on.. suddenly one of the door open up and we escape inches from DEAD.. swam across and rested on the river side figuring out what had just happen.. then the rest is how people stopped by and help out and towing lorry and so and i so lazy to write about it..

Well i not trying to be story teller, in fact is it real and it happen. But escaping from that kind of accident i something i couldn’t forget, in fact it left a scar and i am still in a shock mood after what had happen and so… Well, basically this is what i am trying to let you(follower) know, and i don’t know should i give thanks to god for saving me or should i complain, and have my faith flushed down to toilet. And to repeat myself i didn’t have a scar or injuries except for the sunburn on my back which expose to sunshine because my shirt stink with petrol smells and i have to get rid of it.

currently on a financial issue, i got a wet laptop and phone to fix and car to repair. photo will be up soon as well with police report =(

life is beautiful

Life is about changes…

Sometime is painful,

Sometimes is beautiful,

But most of the time it’s both..

Bye 2008.

Year 2008 have been nothing more but a challenging year for me.. All the dream I’ve laid to achieve and conquers is more then a total failure. 

If u have been tagging along with me.. You know how has my life have been and what i mean actually!

I agree just as anybody would have agreed, that year 2008 have been great year… Good time, bad time.. happy, unhappy memories, good and bad experience.. We altogether have been in it as we dwell through year 2008.

As for me, as i walked into young adulthood along 2008 year. I have been through bad time, hectic week, loneliness, shit and more.. Despite that, is also joy to see how year 2008 have affect my life and change me. Through tear, suffering and hardship i have walked pass through 2008, without God i would have been nothing.. without God grace, i wouldn’t have live through 2008. maybe i can even get pass by year 2008 itself.

And now i am someone, proudly standing here and capable of shouting i survive and conquer 2008. XD It also remind me that i am old enough to go into jail, problem, troubles I’ll be facing on daily basic in 2009.

But so what.. is life.. life is always full of challenge. i just need to learn to depend on God and not hook up with the world.

It also has been a blessing to get new friends and i have seen how i have change along the year… But still, in believing i could have done more back in year 2008.. i wish i could have just did it..

Anyhow, the pass in pass. 2009 is 2009. i could start anew, new chapter that gonna be written up. Am 19 sooner, there will be more opportunity do ahead of me… a future ahead of me about to be conquer ( maybe ). And hope that year 2009 is not another nightmare..

by the way, dedicating new year motto  

” there are always something more important of what you capable of doing right now “